The day I turned to be "Daloo3a"!

Halloween just passed and all scary topics,movies,costumes and characters came back to life. It got me all creeped out. Then, it got me thinking! When did I start to be such a "daloo3a"? Getting scared oh so easily! Not being able to look at a scary mask. Not being able to watch a scary movie.

I remember when I was thirteen, I used to collect horror movies. I loved to watch those movies when everyone is asleep at night, lights off and no one around. Heck, I used to read horror novels til I fell asleep. Ohh and how much did I enjoy sharing "yananwa" stories just before bed time. The thrill, the thoughts, the excitement!

I remember I was like that even when I went to the states, living on my own, enjoying those scary movies and novels by Stephen King and others. It's not just that, I remember having a Heart of steel, not being scared by anything or anyone. Let is be a roller-coster, sitting on a cliff-edge, speeding like crazy, or anything risky. My heart would not beat! It had the "Made of Steel" label.

Then one day, *POOF* it all changed. I don't know how. I don't know why. All I remember that my heart beat would start racing once I see or hear something scary (fiction or real). My knees would be shaking after a roller-coster ride. My eyes would be closed shut if I see a scary scene (including silly horror movie previews)

I am not like that. I want the old me. The one with the steel heart, not the fluffy 'daloo3' heart. I need to fix this!!

The day I turned 18, I turned to be "Daloo3a", What the *beep* is that?